Fuck this

Shoot the shit with other metal folk. Free discussion on any topic that doesn't suit the other forums. Avoid mentioning carpet.
User avatar
iamgoat
Metal God
Posts: 5502
Joined: 13 Apr 2009, 14:44
Location: a mountain somewhere

Fuck this

Postby iamgoat » 24 Nov 2017, 05:55

Fuck depression fuck dissociation fuck fear of failure fuck angst fuck my mind bringing me down fuck relationships fuck modern slavery fuck disrespecting jobs fuck jealousy fuck love fuck hate although I've got too much of it that I can't let out and I'm getting sick of the void I feel every fucking day. A happy moment is gone just like that and then the darkness comes back. No I have not been drinking I just need to vent a bit.
Grim :grimb: Giant
User avatar
TamPron
Metal God
Posts: 16505
Joined: 24 Apr 2009, 00:50
Location: Rod Stewart
Contact:

Re: Fuck this

Postby TamPron » 24 Nov 2017, 06:06

:eyes:
User avatar
rhino
Postwhore
Posts: 41242
Joined: 14 Apr 2009, 04:59

Re: Fuck this

Postby rhino » 24 Nov 2017, 06:50

man, i could go for a beer
User avatar
rhino
Postwhore
Posts: 41242
Joined: 14 Apr 2009, 04:59

Re: Fuck this

Postby rhino » 24 Nov 2017, 06:52

i hope things get good and stay good for you though iamgoat :santa:
User avatar
iamgoat
Metal God
Posts: 5502
Joined: 13 Apr 2009, 14:44
Location: a mountain somewhere

Re: Fuck this

Postby iamgoat » 24 Nov 2017, 12:44

Thanks rhino.
Grim :grimb: Giant
User avatar
Uni777
Ancient One
Posts: 1404
Joined: 17 Apr 2009, 02:23
Location: Killa cult cult Killa Killa cult cult

Re: Fuck this

Postby Uni777 » 24 Nov 2017, 12:54

Hang in there Pal.
User avatar
shadowalk
Metal God
Posts: 10442
Joined: 13 Apr 2009, 09:16
Location: Manila, Philippines

Re: Fuck this

Postby shadowalk » 24 Nov 2017, 15:06

vahmpy rutan :xx:
User avatar
User
Metal God
Posts: 8546
Joined: 14 Aug 2014, 13:18
Location: Unknown

Re: Fuck this

Postby User » 26 Nov 2017, 21:39

fuck it beer
more metal
User avatar
horse dealies
Postwhore
Posts: 67282
Joined: 18 Apr 2009, 07:36

Re: Fuck this

Postby horse dealies » 29 Nov 2017, 19:25

iamgoat wrote:and then the darkness comes back


yup! whenever you think it might be gone or sleeping, just wait a bit :santa: it returns

hang in there vahmpy :beer: get that fat nashville apprenticeship, the extra sunlight will help :bulb:
User avatar
iamgoat
Metal God
Posts: 5502
Joined: 13 Apr 2009, 14:44
Location: a mountain somewhere

Re: Fuck this

Postby iamgoat » 29 Nov 2017, 19:57

horse dealies wrote:
iamgoat wrote:and then the darkness comes back


yup! whenever you think it might be gone or sleeping, just wait a bit :santa: it returns

hang in there vahmpy :beer: get that fat nashville apprenticeship, the extra sunlight will help :bulb:



Thanks buddy. Appreciate it. I'm ok now. Got some nice projects coming up. Full length album production and some other smaller projects.
Grim :grimb: Giant
User avatar
horse dealies
Postwhore
Posts: 67282
Joined: 18 Apr 2009, 07:36

Re: Fuck this

Postby horse dealies » 29 Nov 2017, 21:57

projects and structure are key :idea:
User avatar
Abzu
Postwhore
Posts: 45033
Joined: 17 Apr 2009, 08:35
Location: next door

Re: Fuck this

Postby Abzu » 29 Nov 2017, 23:46

God damn do I ever know what you fucking mean, man.
User avatar
iamgoat
Metal God
Posts: 5502
Joined: 13 Apr 2009, 14:44
Location: a mountain somewhere

Re: Fuck this

Postby iamgoat » 01 Dec 2017, 01:44

Abzu wrote:God damn do I ever know what you fucking mean, man.


Yeah, it's been a rollercoaster these last two years getting into therapy and working on my own psychology and behaviour patterns. It takes so long to get out of the waves of depression because it's like how the tied moves. Slowly but suddenly it takes a hold of you as if the sea is beginning to flood.

Studying your own mind (with help) is so weird and frightning but also eye-opening, exciting, interesting and redeeming.
Grim :grimb: Giant
User avatar
Abzu
Postwhore
Posts: 45033
Joined: 17 Apr 2009, 08:35
Location: next door

Re: Fuck this

Postby Abzu » 01 Dec 2017, 05:33

iamgoat wrote:
Abzu wrote:God damn do I ever know what you fucking mean, man.


Yeah, it's been a rollercoaster these last two years getting into therapy and working on my own psychology and behaviour patterns. It takes so long to get out of the waves of depression because it's like how the tied moves. Slowly but suddenly it takes a hold of you as if the sea is beginning to flood.

Studying your own mind (with help) is so weird and frightning but also eye-opening, exciting, interesting and redeeming.

::::::::;;;;;
User avatar
shadowalk
Metal God
Posts: 10442
Joined: 13 Apr 2009, 09:16
Location: Manila, Philippines

Re: Fuck this

Postby shadowalk » 05 Dec 2017, 01:28

shadowalk wrote:vahmpy rutan :xx:
User avatar
horse dealies
Postwhore
Posts: 67282
Joined: 18 Apr 2009, 07:36

Re: Fuck this

Postby horse dealies » 06 Dec 2017, 18:21

:bang:
User avatar
zim
Postwhore
Posts: 20087
Joined: 14 Apr 2009, 02:36
Location: US

Re: Fuck this

Postby zim » 16 Dec 2017, 22:17

i used to deal with depression for years but that kind of morphed into more anxiety and less depression. sometimes i have moments where i think everyone is suddenly against me but i try to remind myself that everything is actually okay

it's always good to remember that there are people who care even when you think there aren't :idea:
User avatar
horse dealies
Postwhore
Posts: 67282
Joined: 18 Apr 2009, 07:36

Re: Fuck this

Postby horse dealies » 17 Dec 2017, 00:18

correct :beer:

also anxiety is waaay easier to deal with than depression. if i could pull off a total conversion i would
User avatar
iamgoat
Metal God
Posts: 5502
Joined: 13 Apr 2009, 14:44
Location: a mountain somewhere

Re: Fuck this

Postby iamgoat » 17 Dec 2017, 03:31

:santa:
Grim :grimb: Giant

Return to “Necro's Bar”

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 2 guests