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Fuck depression fuck dissociation fuck fear of failure fuck angst fuck my mind bringing me down fuck relationships fuck modern slavery fuck disrespecting jobs fuck jealousy fuck love fuck hate although I've got too much of it that I can't let out and I'm getting sick of the void I feel every fucking day. A happy moment is gone just like that and then the darkness comes back. No I have not been drinking I just need to vent a bit.
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:eyes:
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man, i could go for a beer
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i hope things get good and stay good for you though iamgoat :santa:
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Thanks rhino.
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Hang in there Pal.
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vahmpy rutan :xx:
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fuck it beer
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iamgoat wrote:and then the darkness comes back
yup! whenever you think it might be gone or sleeping, just wait a bit :santa: it returns

hang in there vahmpy :beer: get that fat nashville apprenticeship, the extra sunlight will help :bulb:
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horse dealies wrote:
iamgoat wrote:and then the darkness comes back
yup! whenever you think it might be gone or sleeping, just wait a bit :santa: it returns

hang in there vahmpy :beer: get that fat nashville apprenticeship, the extra sunlight will help :bulb:

Thanks buddy. Appreciate it. I'm ok now. Got some nice projects coming up. Full length album production and some other smaller projects.
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projects and structure are key :idea:
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God damn do I ever know what you fucking mean, man.
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Abzu wrote:God damn do I ever know what you fucking mean, man.
Yeah, it's been a rollercoaster these last two years getting into therapy and working on my own psychology and behaviour patterns. It takes so long to get out of the waves of depression because it's like how the tied moves. Slowly but suddenly it takes a hold of you as if the sea is beginning to flood.

Studying your own mind (with help) is so weird and frightning but also eye-opening, exciting, interesting and redeeming.
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iamgoat wrote:
Abzu wrote:God damn do I ever know what you fucking mean, man.
Yeah, it's been a rollercoaster these last two years getting into therapy and working on my own psychology and behaviour patterns. It takes so long to get out of the waves of depression because it's like how the tied moves. Slowly but suddenly it takes a hold of you as if the sea is beginning to flood.

Studying your own mind (with help) is so weird and frightning but also eye-opening, exciting, interesting and redeeming.
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shadowalk wrote:vahmpy rutan :xx:
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:bang:
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i used to deal with depression for years but that kind of morphed into more anxiety and less depression. sometimes i have moments where i think everyone is suddenly against me but i try to remind myself that everything is actually okay

it's always good to remember that there are people who care even when you think there aren't :idea:
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correct :beer:

also anxiety is waaay easier to deal with than depression. if i could pull off a total conversion i would
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